"To Confused Feelings and A Confession"

 "To Confused Feelings and A Confession"

 Haku Matsudaira

Everytime I see you

I get this feeling of confusion

It's something new

I don't know if it's a kind of depression

I (just) keep on looking at you

Hoping that you wouldn't know

I'm trying to hide what I'm feeling

My heart just keeps on beating

Vanishing all doubts in my mind

Removing all worrries from my hand

I started to get ready into doing something

Never really had I expected into doing

A feeling of happiness came in to me,

Cause your look of confusion, and shock

With what I told before you, and your luck

I wanted to look normal, but I couldn't be the normal me.

Now, we're still friends.

I'm thankful for you, not bringing it into an end.

I still adore you, and still am looking at you.

But now I know what I'm feeling is true.

-END-

"Attracted To You"

“Attracted to You”

Haku Matsudaira

You were first a stranger to me.

You looked so shy, happy, and free.

We started to be classmates,

And at times we were seatmates.

I used to have this little infatuation on you,

As a matter of time this feeling for you grew.

I did not notice that like a magnet,

You slowly got near to my heart, and got me attracted.

Magnets may be natural or be made artificially,

This feeling came to me gradually.

I can’t calculate the speed of how I fell for you,

But I know that this feeling for you is true.

When I look at the mirror I don’t know if this is still me,

I think I’ve changed, and that this is the new me.

Like I’ve experienced chemical change in matter.

Your cute little mannerisms, makes my heart flutter.

Right now, I’m very confused with what I’m feeling.

I know I have a lot to be thinking,

Like my assignment in Physics, the push and the pull.

Right now, I know I’m looking at you like a fool.

-END.

17 February 2012, Friday

PS:
This poem is originally for a seat work. I like it, so I posted here on my blog. :)

The Hunger Games Movie OST

Safe and Sound by

 Taylor Swift feat. The Civil Wars

 From “The Hunger Games” Movie Soundtrack

[Taylor Swift]

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I’ll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, Don’t leave me here alone
But all that’s dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You’ll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I’ll be safe and sound

Don’t you dare look out your window darling
Everything’s on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when music’s gone
Gone

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You’ll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I’ll be safe and sound

Just close your eyes
You’ll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I’ll be safe and sound…

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUwxKWT6m7U&ob=av3e

My First Self-Made Fruit Salad :)

Can't Stand It

Can't Stand It

Never Shout Never

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know:
That everything you do,
Is super fucking cute
And I can't stand it

I've been searching for
A girl that's just like you
Cause I know
That your heart is true

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know:
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I can't stand it

Let's sell our shit,
And run away
To sail the ocean blue and
Then you'll know,
That my heart is true

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know:
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I can't stand it

You, you got me where you want me
Cause I'll do anything to please you
Just to make it through:
Another year

You, I saw you across the room
And I knew that this is gonna
Blossom into something beautiful.
You're beautiful.

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know:
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I can't stand it
No I can't stand it
No I can't stand it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YdDG1vsLgTQ&ob=av2e

--For people who are inlove :3

Your Love Is A Lie

Your Love Is A Lie

Simple Plan

I fall asleep by the telephone.
It's 2 o'clock and I'm waiting up alone.
And tell me where have you been?

I found a note with another name.
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same.
'Cause I can feel that you're gone.

Can't bite my tongue forever,
While you try to play it cool.
You can hide behind your story,
But don't take me for a fool.

[Chorus]
You can tell me that there's nobody else. [but I feel it]
You can tell me that you're home by yourself. [but I see it]
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know, your love is just a...lie. [lie x2]
It's nothing but a...lie. [lie x2]

You look so innocent,
But the guilt in your voice gives you away.
Yeah, you know what I mean.
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you.
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?

So don't try to say you're sorry,
Or try to make it right.
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else. [but I feel it]
You can tell me that you're home by yourself. [but I see it]
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But i know, i know, your love is just a...lie. [lie] lie [lie]
It's nothing but a...lie [lie] lie [lie]
You're nothing but a LIE!


You can tell me that there's nobody else. [but I feel it]
You can tell me that you're home by yourself. [but I see it]
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
but I know, [know x2]
I know, your love is just a lie. [know]
I know, you're nothing but a...lie! [lie!] lie! [lie!]
You're nothing but a...lie! [lie!] lie! [lie!]
Your love is just a...LIE!

---END---

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XAbcgmwq3EU&feature=relmfu

-Please, watch the music video :) Its really nice.

I really like this song :)

Simple Plan is a really nice band :)

"My Infatuation. Him."

"My Infatuation. Him."

Haku Matsudaira

Today, I thought of him.

I thought it was only a dream.

I thought of him a lot.

Should I just stop or not?

I dreamt of him, too.

In my dream, we were the only two.

Two persons in the Earth, 

Two, who were given birth.

I think about admitting.

I thought of me telling.

Telling what I really feel,

Only I'd have a lot to deal.

I'd be dealing with others.

They'll start to be a bother.

They'd tease me and me,

They'd annoy me and him.

Will he get mad?

Oh, I'm sorry. My bad.

Oh, why would you?

I hope it won't be true.

When I tell, will you tell me?

Who the lucky girl is. Is it me?

I just hope if it wasn't me,

I hope that I'd be happy for thee.

Can I accept the truth?

I can only hope good fruit--

To be the outcome of whatever.

Whatever that I'd be doing-- ever.

Maybe I'm being hard.

On myself that is. Hard. Hard.

I'm getting confused and,

This poem is getting to it's end.

A pathetic poem. Is it not?

I hope it's not bad. Not?

Only thing I could say that's true,

I love you. Well, I think it's true.

--End--

26November2011, Saturday