Bye bye 2012, Hello 2013!

Ilang kembot nalang New Year na!! 2013 na. Haha. Babye 2012!! Hello 2013!!
\^______________^/
"Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year!!"
Lololololol. :))))

Happy New Year, mga dre!! Ngayon na ko babati, kasi mamaya, busy, at magkaron ng problema sa network, or kung anuman. HAHA. ^_____^
Maraming salamat sa mga nakasama, sa mga bagong kaibigan/bespren, at sa mga bagong experiences kasama kayo, at ang mga dati ko nang kaibigan!! \mm/
Sorry din sa mga nagawan ko ng mali. ^^v 
Sana sa darating na taon mas makilala ko pa kayo, magkaron pa tayo ng maraming mga experiences, at mas maging close pa tayo!! Yeahhhh!! 
I love you guyssss!! >:D<

//Happy New Year
//2013
//greeting

Presents for me ~ Christmas 2012

Salamat sa mga nagregalo saken. HAHA. :D
Yung nasa paper bag na brown galing kay, Andre kups.
Yung nasa cute na santa na lalagyan galing kay, Meshi Clark. 
Yung nakabalot ng stars na pamabalot galing kay, Bestie CamillePeps.
Tas ako nagregalo sa sarili ko nung brown na notebook. :)

Salamat, guys!! \mm/

//Christmas
//2012
//gifts

Christmas Greetings 2012

Merry Christmas! :)

Haha. Ako yan, at ang pose ko! Lol. :))

Oo. Pinlug ko na rin ang sarili ko. HAHA. Pagbigyan nyo na! ^__________^v

Cheap Date by Lateeya COVER

Cheap Date by Lateeya COVER


So, natuwa lang ako sa cover netong si Andre kups! HAHA.
Isshare ko lang dito sa blog ko, at sa Tumblr account ko. :)) HAHA.
Di mo kasi aakalain na gagawa sya ng sarili nyang cover, e. Although, oo nakanta rin yan minsan. HAHA. 
At dahil mabait akong kaibigan, at sobra akong natuwa sa ginawa nyang cover, nilagay ko dito. Mag-aaral pa raw syang maggitara! HAHAHAHA. :))

Eto yung link:

Andre's Cheap Date by Lateeya (Cover)

Pakinggan nyo, guys. Haha. Magcomment, or i-like, o i-repost nyo kung trip nyo. Ayun. Salamat! :)

My first Tumblr photo edit

My first Tumblr photo edit

So I edited this yesterday. Haha. Ikr? :))

I did this out of boredom, and I kinda wanted to post something that I edited. Like Tumblr style. Do you get what I want to say? Lol. I'm kinda having difficulty in saying stuff, that I really mean, and others perceive it differently. I mean, they don't actually get what I want to say. Get it?
I think I'm kinda loopy lately. Sorry. Lol.

I don't know what to quote, like "Love is blind.", or "Love is not blind, it sees but it doesn't mind.", and whatever, so I just got this line, from a song lyrics.
It's not my first time to edit a picture. But this is the first time I edited a photo, typed and quoted one of my favorite bands' lyrics, and post it online. Lol.

I was also the one who took this photo! So hurray for me, I guess? :)

I hope you guys like it. :)
Hihi.
So, I just wanted to share. Thanks! :)
PS: It's a line from one of Pierce The Veil's songs. ^__________^
I'm a fan! (Obviously?!) And Pierce The Veil is a really awesome band. \mm/

Christmas 2012 Wishlist

What I want for Christmas:

-MONEY

-MONEY :)))))

-Concert tickets

-New pair of shoes

-Anything that has a cat or panda design

-A shirt that has the name of my favorite band

-New books

-Earphones

:)))))))

//kshare

//random

//what I want for Christmas

//adnklcnwladjao;dkakd;ao

MoA sunset; 15 December 2012

Yung sunset kahapon sa seaside sa MoA. <3 

15 December 2012.

Photo credits dun sa kaibigan ko. I dunno kasi kung sino kumuha nung picture, kasi papalit-palit sila. Haha. Wala. Unedited yan. Natuwa lang ako, kasi ang ganda. Wag ka lang masyadong tumingin sa baba kasi marumi. Lol. Pero maganda. In fairness. HAHA. Natutuwa talaga ako pag natingin ako sa langit. Tapos dagat pa. Sht. It makes me miss the beach more. T~T 

Crazy Bus Experience; 8 Dec 2012

Eksena: Kanina sa bus.. Papunta palang ng school..
Ang saya ng upo ko, at ng soundtrip ko.
Biglang..
Tumigil ang bus kasi may mga bababa. Tapos naglabasan ang mga tao sa bus.
Me: WTF? O______O *removes earphones from ears*
Someone shouts: Bilis!! Labas na tayo!! May usok sa likod!!
Me: What the heck? O___________O (kinda panics) *Tumayo na rin para lumabas ng bus*

Habang nasa pila palabas ng bus.

.
Medyo tumigil yung pila palabas, kasi may lola ata na bumaba.
*non-verbatim*
Guy behind me: *shouts* Bilis!! Mamamatay na tayo!!
Me: Sandali lang po. Di gumagalaw yung pila!!
GBM: *ignores what I’ve said and screams louder* Bilis bilis!! Mamamatay na tayo!!
Me: Wtf. -_________- (thinking: OA lang ha? Mamamatay kagad? Usok palang? Fuck. Maiwan ka sana para sumabog tong bus, at masama ka na.)

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Kkkkkkk.
Ang lalaki pa naman ng tikas ni kuya, e. Tas yung boses nya. Tas sobra lang makapanic? Mas kabado pa saken. Shet. HAHAHAHA. Buti ako kalma lang. Kaso ang tanga ko rin, medyo kinabahan.
Dapat nagpahuli nalang akong lumabas, e. Kaso baka ma-late ako. -______-
Share. What a crazy dayyyy~
But I really enjoyed. ^__________^

fnaskfnaefnaklnlkamdak
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//share
//crazy
//bus experience

RIP to those 2 FEU students who were shot

Nakakalungkot.
Ang daming kapwa kong estudyante ang pinatay recently.
Yung mga taong kumuha ng buhay nila, ay parang pumatay lang ng ipis. Di ko sila kilala personally, o kaanu-ano ang mga estudyanteng to. But I feel sad. Marami pa sana ang magagawa ang mga estudyanteng to. Maybe for their own lives, family, for their friends, and for the country siguro. Who knows right?

Bat ganun ang ibang tao? 

Parang walang puso, kaluluwa, at isip. Basta-basta nalang kikitil ng buhay ng tao. -_____________-
For what? Anong maggain nila dun?
Pride? Pera? The feeling of contentment?
I don't understand.

Condolence sa lahat ng pamilyang nawalan ng anak na estudyante. Di na ito bago, pero hiling ko ay makamtan nila ang hustisya. Para man lang mabigyan katarungan, at hustisya ang pagkamatay ng mga estudyateng ito. I know that things like this happen. Di lang siguro lahat naffeature sa media.

RIP to those 2 FEU students.
I'm not from FEU, pero I have friends there. Sana maging maayos ang lahat.

//observations
//opinions
//random thoughts

2nd Sem - 1st Long Weekend Plans

Long weekend~ ^_____________^
Magkakaron ako ng time para bumawi sa tulog, magmemorize, gumawa ng mga tula at origami, tapos magbasa.
Tsaka na ko maghahabol magbasa ng manga, at manuod ng anime.
Must focus on things muna. Baka maadik ako nang wala sa oras, tapos mawala ang focus ko. Mehehehe. Namimiss ko na manuod ng anime. Y_________Y
Kyaaaaaa~
I can do this!!
FIGHTING!!

Awesome Concerts ~ February 2013

15 February 2013!!
Tapos yung sa PTV & SWS sa 16!!
Magkasunod lang. HAHAHAHA.
Omgggg~
I want to see them again. (Paramore) TT~TT

Penge pera!! HAHA.

You Make Me [A Poem]

"You Make Me"

by Haku


You make me feel some kind of pressure,
I know that it is just a kind gesture.
You make me feel nervous - I bit my lip,
I know you aren't at all aware of it.

You make me blush, and my heart goes thump thump!
It beats so hard, and fast. Thump thump thump!
You make me feel happy, and giddy, and shy.
All I can do is to hide these feelings as you pass by.

You make me feel that I'm normal.
Like you're more weird, and kinda paranormal.
You make me feel sad, and happy (at) the same time,
But I feel more happy when you smile at me from time to time.

You make me laugh and cry, 
But both not at the same time, my honey pie.
You make me feel things.
You make me feel real, and alive again.

Your existence, I have to thank.
Your presence, I have to thank.
All these time and little things I have with you.
All I can say and do is thank you.


--END.
27 November 2012, Tuesday

Textbook!!

Textbook!!

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Le me nung isang araw, sa NBS Recto.

Naghahanap ng librong ‘Textbook on the Philippine Constitution 2011 Edition’. Sa 3rd floor daw kasi sabi nung clerk sa baba, kaya pumunta ako sa 3rd floor.

Sa 3rd floor, le me and le clerk there.

Non-verbatim.

Le me: Uhmm. Good afternoon po. May ‘Textbook on the Philippine Constitution 2011 Edition’ po ba kayo?

Ateng clerk: Wala, e. 1987 constitution lang meron kami.

Le me: Uhmm.. Ano po..

-Sasabihin ko sana na sabi nung clerk sa baba, meron daw. Pero..-

Ateng clerk: Ay!! (Parang nagkaron ng ‘light bulb moment’) Yung kay de Leon? Meron pala. *gets book & hands it over to me*

Le me: *gets book* Okay po. Salamat. ^_________^

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HAHA. Natuwa lang ako, e. :)))))

Alam ko namang 1987 ang constitution, e. Haha. XD Kkkkkk. Share lang.

To This Otaku Crush [A Poem]

"To This Otaku Crush"

by Haku

I saw him when I last had a fall.

Though he never did anything to me at all.

All I know that he was part of my everything,

Even if I knew I wasn't to him - anything.

I don't know a lot of things about him yet,

It made my heart feel a feeling of regret.

I know he wont notice me easily,

But I could just look at him hazily.

He was the sort of someone who's frequently happy,

Looking at him made me all happy.

Lately I've been feeling all alone and blue,

But when I see him, gone are all the blue.

I haven't felt this way again.

I kind of missed this side I thought I lost.

He was one of those people, who helped me regain:

This poetic, cheesy side of me I thought I lost.

I know that this feeling isn't mutual.

Though I know that this isn't unusual.

I made him let know of my existence.

I just didn't know if that was enough to make him tense.

END

--9 November 2012, Friday

Winter Love [A Poem]

Winter Love

by Kiel and Haku

The elegance of the winter nights put mystery in the living's sight

Nothing here is to ignite, enigmatic things take flight

The loveliness of the things laid in paper is to be seen, 

Yet nothing was there, the atmosphere was clean.

The rumor of the letter of love is sealed within the message forbidden

All things that are supposed to be read were invisibly written

The feelings were to be hidden; were nowhere to be found

If it would be read, it should be of a voiced sound

A resonating one, loud enough to cover up the darkness of the heart's twilight

Illuminating everything it touches like a final spark of golden moonlight

The beat of his moving heart went louder, and the moonbeams were shining

Painting his feelings for her in the canvass of the sky, for it was abiding

Fair it was to the maiden and to the lad who laid in love below the stars

Hoping nothing from each other as they reached they sights afar

Tongue out as the winter ceiling drops heavenly made snowflakes

It tastes like sweet vanilla and a fluffy life without heartaches

--END--

Photo credits to the mangaka of the anime, Naruto. Masashi Kishimoto. ^____________^

It's not related, but I love Haku and Zabuza. Hihi. ^______^v

It's a poem made by me, and my friend, Kiel. I hope you guys will like it. ^^

Sorry for my recent posts; 21 Nov. 2012

This post is translated to English, from Filipino. ^_________^

I have to apologize to my readers, if my posts are mostly in Filipino, and are mostly about my observations, and opinions about society. It just makes me sad that few people are able to notice what is happening around us. They don't care about what is happening. They don't care as long as they are not affected. Some, do not even want to care. Even if sometimes, they also get affected.

It's just right that we should mind our own business.

But, have you tried thinking about other things, other than yourself? Have you thought about the people around you? Have you tried to observe? Open your mind, about such concerns?

How sad. What is happening in our society? People, think only of their own interests. :|

I hope you, guys, understand what I mean. Haha. Again, my apologies. ^___^v

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-QNpHlc33Y

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Original post in Filipino:

Pasensya na sa mga friends ko sa Fb, kung puro status ko about sa observations, and opinions ko sa society.

It's so sad kasi na few people are able to notice what is happening around us. Walang paki-alam sa mga nangyayari. Basta di sila aff

ected, they don't care. Or some, do not even want to care. Kahit na minsan, ay nagiging affected din sila.

Oo nga, mind your own business.
Pero, natry mo na bang isipin di lang ang sarili mo? Kundi, ang mga taong nasa paligid mo rin? Natry mo na bang magmasid? Buksan ang isipan ukol sa mga bagay-bagay?

How sad. Anong nangyayari sa paligid natin? Puro pangsariling interes. :|

Sana gets nyo? Haha. Again, pasensya na po. ^____^v


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-QNpHlc33Y

Mahirap ngunit Masikap

Pagpa-uwi ako galing eskwela.. Araw-araw, nadadaanan ng bus yung lugar na yun. Lagi kong nakikita yung matandang babae dun. Lola na sya.
Naiisip ko minsan, iniwan kaya si lola dun? Inabandona? :(

Natouch naman ako dun sa lalaking nagbigay sa kanya ng isang styro na puro siomai. Yung itsura kasi ng lalaki, akala mo may masamang gagawin dun sa matanda, pero mabait pala. 

Totoo itong kasabihang 'to: Dapat di natin hinuhusgahan ang mga tao, base sa mga panlabas nilang anyo. ^________^
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Dahil sa mga observations ko lately (read my previous statuses kung di nyo alam. :P), nakaka-inspire talaga ng sobra ang mga taong nagsisikap. Yung mga taong kahit nahihirapan, iniwan, pinababayaan, ay nagsisikap pa rin para mabuhay. Nakakatuwa kasi, kahit yung iba ang hirap ng trabaho nila, nakangiti, at parang di sila napapagod.
:')

Kaya nakaka-inis ang mga taong di sila naa-appreciate, o kaya naman grabe kung i-degrade sila. As if kagustuhan ba nilang maging mahirap? Buti nga, e nagsisikap.

Kaya sana talaga matupad yung plano ko this December.
Maliit na bagay lang yun kung tutuusin. Medyo nahihiya pa nga ko, e. Haha. Plano ko nga, every quarter ng isang taon, pero syempre, estudyante palang ako. ^___^v

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Sana gets nyo kung anong ibig kong sabihin. Haha.

--
canlkcasnlacnaklca
//observations
//opinion
//random
//oo na mahaba

Jeremy Woodward replied to my tweet!

Jeremy Woodward replied to my tweet last 14th of November!
I'm sharing this, not to be boastful about it, but because it really made me happy. It really cheered me up! I was feeling down that time, but it was good that even though we are not close, he replied to my tweet. He's kinda well-known in our school, and that's pretty awesome. :)
I admit that I like him. Who wouldn't? He has the looks, the height, he's a varsity player, he's half-British, and he's cute! Hey, don't hate me. Lol. I said these things (all are true. :P), but I don't like him in a romantic way. I like him more in the friendlier way, or side. I think that's how you put it? I dunno. Lol.

Lol. Hey! Tweet me, guys!
@azurehaku
Thanks! :)

Mahirap Ngunit Marangal

Mahirap Ngunit Marangal


Nakakatuwa yung mga nagbebenta na umaakyat sa bus. Kasi nagsisikap silang umakyat ng bus, para lang makabenta, at magkaron ng pera. Di lang yung mga naakyat sa bus, kundi yung mga naglalako rin ng mga kung anu-ano sa mga bangketa, at kung saan man..
Di ko na mababanggit lahat ng trabaho, basta ang tinutukoy ko yung mga di nagtatrabaho sa opisina. Ang tinutukoy ko ay yung mga nagtatrabaho sa kalsada, o kung saan man na talaga namang kahit mainit, o/at mahirap ay nagsisikap.

Sana gets nyo? Haha.

Nakakatuwa yung mga taong nagsisikap talagang magkapera. Tapos ang mga paraan nilang ginagawa, hindi yung masamang paraan. Hindi yung "easy money" kung tawagin ng iba. Ang trabaho nila ay ang trabahong mahirap. Yung tipong, maliit man, ang perang nakukuha, ay matatawag na trabahong marangal. 

Nakakatuwa talaga, at nakaka-inspire. :')
Dapat maging thankful tayo sa kung anong meron tayo. Hindi yung bibili tayo ng pagkain, tapos di uubusin. Nakaka-inis kasi yung mga taong ganun. Di ba nila alam, na ang iba ay umaasa sa tira nila, yung iba nagpapakabilad, at nagpapa-usok para lang magkaron ng makakain?

Lesson: We should be very thankful for every little thing. We should not waste, because some are wishing that they have what we have.
:')
--
adjawdjaldjlawd
Wala lang..
//observations
//random thought

Perfectly Imperfect shirt

This shirt is awesome! I want one! :) I saw this in Tumblr, and maybe a lot of you guys have seen it, too. But, I want to share it! :) SO COOL! :)

Photo credits to owner! :)

Tanga-tangahan sa loob ng tren

Tanga-tangahan sa loob ng tren

Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kaninang umaga..
May mama kasi, as in manong sa pang-all female area, elderly, pregnant, disables, at sa may mga dalang bata kanina sa tren.
Yung tipong kunwari tanga lang ang peg ni manong!
Manyak, ee. -________-
Nakita ko na, pero di ko sinabi sa guard.

I think, yun ang problema sa maraming mga tao. Nakikita na nila ang mali, pero di naman nila pinapansin. Baka nga, wala silang kasalanan, pero nagkakaron din ng kasalanan, for ignoring such things, and doing nothing. Nagkukunwaring tanga, bulag, bingi, at wala lang nangyari, o nangyayari.
———-
adjlwjallakdka;dka;dka
Opinyon ko lang.
Next time. Lalapitan ko na yung manong, pag may nangyaring ganun ulit. -__________-

Pati yung guard!!

Reaction on this AMALAYER thing-y

What is AMALAYER?

View video on Facebook:
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=4554602298491

Read more about it here:
http://ph.news.yahoo.com/-amalayer-trends-on-twitter--what-was-it-all-about-.html

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DISCLAIMER: This post is in Filipino. Anything on this post are pure opinions, and reactions of the blogger. Respect begets respect. This is my opinion, I hope you guys will respect it. Thank you~

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Di na ko sobrang nagulat dun sa "AMALAYER" video. I mean, oo nga, di ako madalas makakita ng mga ganyang eksena. Pero syempre, di natin alam ang buong storya. Sa buhay kasi, di maiiwasan ang mga ganyang pangyayari. Yung iba lang di navvideohan. Syempre may dahilan din kung bakit nagalit ng bongga si ate, kay ate guard. Pero syempre, may mali rin sya. Para saken pareho silang may mali.

Kasi kung m

ay nagawa sa kanya si ate guard, di naman dapat na ganon nalang ang i-ugali mo. Especially sa isang public place. Kahit na sabihin mo na sobrang kataas ang pinag-aralan mo, na mas mataas pa talaga kay ate guard, di naman tama na ganun ang i-asta mo. Get?

Yung kay ate guard naman, baka naging sobrang agresibo, o maangas din ang dating nya kay ate. May ibang guard kasi na ganun, e. Kaya di rin masisisi kung nagsuper rage si ate. Baka sobrang problemado ni ate, tas ginanon pa sya ni ate guard. Get?

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Pero syempre opinyon ko lang naman ang mga ito. Di ko rin naman alam ang mga pangyayaring buo. I just made observations base dun sa mga napanuod ko.
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jadildjwljdadkawa

Bukas: Unang araw sa unang 2nd sem

Bukas: Unang araw sa unang 2nd sem


Pipilitin ko na namang makatulog ng maaga bukas. Bago iyon ay ihahanda ko na ang gamit ko.
May pasok na ulit kami bukas.

Ang thrill, at kaba ng first day ko nung 1st sem, ay bumabalik sakin.
Hinatid pa nga ako nun ng aking tatay. Memorable ang first day ko bilang kolehiyo.
Sobrang kaba ko, dahil baka mawala ako nun sa loob ng UE, at ma-late. Yung tipong, naiisip ko na first day na first day, late ako? Edi ampanget ng impression sakin kagad. Buti naman ay di ako na-late. :p

Parang kelan lang ay nagsimula ang sembreak..

Pero bukas, ang USOK. Usok usok usok!! Ang ingay! Ang busina ng mga sasakyan, ang mga kaskaserong drayber, ang mga taong nag-uunahan, ang mga taong nakapila para makakuha ng ticket ng tren, ang basura, ang dumi, ang mga makukulit na tao sa kalsada.. 

Ang mga kablockmate ko, na alam kong madaragdagan.. Ang mga kapwa ko estudyanteng naka-uniporme, ang mga guard, ang mga prof.. 

Makikita ko na naman ulit sila bukas..
Kita-kits. :))

Officially 17

Officially 17 as of this moment! Thank you for all the greetings, and the love! <3 I love you, guys! You guys are awesome! :)

-Haku

2 Nov. 2012 convo with mom

This post is in Filipino! Peace guys! ^^v
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2 November 2012~


Eksena kanina..
Nagddrive si tatay papunta kaming somewhere. Nakita ko yung billboard ni Woodward sa EDSA.

Ako: Ma! Yung nasa pangatlong yung lalaki dun sa dulo taga-school yun, e.
Mama: Ah. Anong pangalan?
Ako: Varsity sya sa school, tas next year ata maglalaro na para sa UAAP.
Mama: Ano ngang pangalan?
Ako: Jeremy Woodward.
Mama: Matangkad?
Ako: Opo. Varsity yun, e. Tas half-British, half-Pinoy ata.

Mama: Mas matangkad sayo?
Ako: Opo. Ang tangkad kaya nun.
Mama: Edi dapat iboyfriend mo yun kasi mas matangkad sayo! Hahahaha!
Ako: Yikes. O O

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I'm like dkadkaokdao;kd;ka;kd
Wala share lang. Hahahahaha. Natuwa ako, e? Chos~
Peace yo~

Shortest Horror Story.

Shortest Horror Story.

The last man on Earth sat alone in a room. There was a knock on the door.

Happy halloween! :)


Credits to owner for the gif/photo. :)

My Tumblr account

Hi guys!!
This is so random, and kinda short. Lol.
So some people are suggesting that I create my own Tumblr account. So, I created my own. ^^v
Here's the link to my Tumblr account:
http://orangestrawberryskies.tumblr.com/

Feel free to follow me. I'll just have to customize it, and you know make it look pretty. Lolwhat. Give me time, guys. Lol. I'm new here. Mehehehe.
I know. I know. The username is so random.
But Idk it might be good for me? Lol.
Don't worry, I'll still be updating this account. I love it here. Mehehehehe. ^^v

This baller! I want!

"Cause without you there is no me." ♥
-Pierce the Veil

So, I so this baller online yesterday. So cool!!


The Boy Who Could Fly by Pierce The Veil
Lyrics to Youtube link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZ8vc5OTpP0
Or you could just browse my blog's song playlist. It's here. ^^v

Photo credits to owner. :D

Pierce The Veil undies

So while I was randomly browsing the net, I saw this picture. 
Pierce The Veil underwear!! Lol.
It really made me laugh. XD
I mean I'm a fan of Pierce The Veil (I'm sure you guys are already aware of that by now. Lol. Check the songs in my blog. ^^v)
But then I was so shocked that some fans, are like extreme super fans! And I used thought that I was the crazy fan. Lol. But I think it's also kinda nice. Lol.


Photo credits to owner. :)

Proof that the blogger is awesome (LOL)

So somebody tweeted me, and said I was awesome. LOL. I forgot when was this? Mehehehe.
/narcissism. >:D
Peace yo guys!! ^^v 

I think that the title for this post, kinda not fits this post. But I hope you'll read it anyways. Thank you!! ^^v

I was just so happy that someone I don't know personally said this to me. You know for me, that growing up and puberty is hard. Most said that I was weird, and some people said that I wouldn't make it. That I'm not awesome. That I'm so weird, I have my own planet. That I'm ugly. That I'm fat like a pig. How dare I call myself a panda, when in reality they said I'm a pig. (I know I'm kinda chubby. Lol.) Some people said I'm stupid, and some said really hurtful things. Some said it indirectly, some said it through text messages, or through online. Some just show in their actions that they hate me.

At first, I was really hurt. I cried a lot, and I thought that maybe I really am what they said about me. I thought that maybe it was better if I died. It was really hard.
But thanks to some really awesome people, like my family, and friends, who always are there for me, I thought otherwise. Their words really encouraged me. I started to believe in myself again. I believe the people who really believe in me.

A lot of teenagers who are going through a really tough time, kill themselves. That's the sad truth in reality. How I pity those kids, who have no one to talk to. Nobody helped them. They thought that nobody believed in them.

I realized that suicide is not the answer.
It never solves anything.
We must always think positive. ^^v

So, I really did my best. Up to this date, I am doing my best to be exactly the opposite of what people said that I am, or that I will be.
I'm using their words of hate, or of discouragement for me to become a much better person. I use it as a challenge. To contribute to the world, and to other people of course. :)

Remember, some people are just really judgmental and mean. Some are just jealous. There are people who will really bring you down. We must not be brought down by their discouraging words. We must do our best to show that every people is unique. We must not become one of them, who just says really mean things to others. We must also understand those people. Maybe they are going through something really bad, and that is their way of coping. I know, what they're doing is bad, but let us just understand them. We must pray for them, or even try to help them, even in a small way.

You guys, wanna know why I try my best to help other people who are down? Who are going through a rough time? Because I don't want them to feel helpless. I don't want them to feel that they're alone.

So, I also want to say thank you to all the people who believe in me. I'm just really happy that other people thought of me as the opposite of all those negative things they said. :)
Thank you!!


Feel free to tweet me, guys! Thanks!! :)
I will tweet you back. If you need help, or if you're coping up with something, I will do my best to help. ^^v Or even if you're just bored and want to talk to someone, you guys can tweet to me in my Twitter account. :)

Here's my Twitter account guys!!
twitter.com/azurehaku
@azurehaku

James' Jersey #23

James' Jersey #23

So, I just want to share my new jersey. I know he doesn't play in Cleveland Cavaliers (also known as the Cavs) anymore, but yeah. I still wanted to share this with you guys. You know I blog about random stuff, and I share it with you, guys. So, I thought why don't I post it here? Lol. :D

Sorry for the random posts lately..


Photo credits to my dad. :)

RIP Diet

Diet is for the weaaaak.

Hi cupcakes!
Goodbye, diet.
Hello, food. ♥
Food. Food. Food. ♥
Cupcakes. ♥

Photo credits to owner.

"Sembreak" tshirts!! I want. :D

"Sembreak" tshirts!! I want. :D

Whaaa! Gusto ko nito. Kahapon habang natingin ako sa kung anu-anong ka-echosan sa Fb, e nakita ko ang Fb account ng UP Merch. May Tumblr account din sila, so pinuntahan ko. (Di ba obvious na bored? Hehe.)

Eto yung Tumblr account nila:

http://unibersidadngpilipinas.tumblr.com/

Tapos nakita ko tong post nila don:

Etong white na shirt! Omo.

Yung nakaprint dyan sa shirt, galing sa lyrics ng kanta ng Eraserheads na "Sembreak". Mga galing din kasi sa UP ang magkakabandang yan (Eraserheads). So kaya rin siguro nakapost, o nireblog dun sa Tumblr account. Gurabe! Unang kita ko palang, nagustuhan ko na. HAHA.

Fan kasi ako ng Eraserheads, tapos sakto pa ngayon.. SEMBREAK!

Tapos tiningnan ko rin yung nasa ilalim na mga link. Mehehehe. Pinunthan ko yung Fb account ng "Specs Design". Nakita ko tong black version naman nung shirt na yon.
Omo!! I want. HAHAHAHA.

So ayun. Wala. Naisipan ko lang ishare. :D HAHAHAHA. Ang random!
Pagpasensyahan. Mehehehe. ^^v

Photo credits to: 
http://www.facebook.com/specsdesign
http://unibersidadngpilipinas.tumblr.com/

First sembreak bilang kolehiyala!

Yung feeling na sembreak na. Nung 12 pa, e. So happy!! HAHAHAHA.

Pahinga muna ng utak, ng katawan, at relax muna ng konti. Haha!

Kaso pagkatapos ng one week, or wala pang one week, feel ko mabobored na ko, e. Haha.

Suggest kayo ng pwedeng gawin dyan? :)

Pakinggan nyo tong kanta ng Eraserheads.
Sembreak by Eraserheads. :)
Saktong-sakto sa sembreak, e. Haha. Theme song kasi sembreak!
HAHA! :D

Youtube link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4-dkNMkk7M


Photo credits to Jezz. :) Mga kablock nya ata to, e? HAHA. Hi mga ate. HAHA!
http://thesickestlady.tumblr.com

First year, first sem, last day.

First year, first sem, last day.


Ang daming nagddrama na sa Fb, ah? Ano meron? HAHA. Djk.
Last day na nga pala kasi bukas ng first sem. Parang kelan lang ano?

Sobrang excited sa pasukan. May group pa sa Fb. Pinagpaplanuhan pa kung san magkikita sa loob ng school. Nagkakakilala, nagkakahiyaan, medyo ilang pa..
Tapos ngayon, may mga kaclose na.
Pano kayo naging magkaclose? Kasi pareho ng trip, magkavibes, o basta. HAHA. Di mo kasi mapapaliwanag kung pano kayo naging close, kasi nangyari nalang, diba? HAHA. Tapos sila/sya na yung kasabay mo kumain, umuwi, maglakad papuntang Recto, o Gastam (Gastambaby nga raw), o sa Lepanto. Minsan napapadaan pa sa may Morayta. Tapos tatambay, at maghihintayan kayo madalas sa bulok-bulok!! = 'canteen'/lobby ng educ., sa batibot (sobrang rare!!), playground, TYK Garden, at sa kung saan mang lupalop. HAHA!!

Ang haba ng status ko, ano? HAHA.
Maraming salamat sa mga kapwa ko freshmen, at sa mga senpai namin na nakilala ko. Pati dun sa mga kablockmates ko. Na dati e, sobrang tahimik, ngayon.. BANG!! Party na talaga, e. HAHA. Pati dun sa mga prof namin. Na matiyagang napasok, nanenermon, at nagtuturo. Alam ko para samin din yun kaya thank you po, Ma'am/Sir!!
Kahit di ko ganon kaclose yung iba, salamat pa rin. Kasi nakasama ko kayo ngayong unang sem ko na to, sa unang taon ko sa kolehiyo.
Salamat, guys!! Salamat sa pagiging part ng buhay ko!

Alam kong lilipat na yung iba ng school, baka umuwi ng probinsya, magstop, magshift.. Pero kung anumang mangyari, walang kalimutan, ah?
Yan kasi yung motto namin nung mga kapatid ko, at yung Naynay namin nung hs (San Jose), kaya ayun. HAHA. Okay, guys?
I'm just a beep/pm/call away. :)
Ang haba na, no? HAHA. Sensya naman. Padrama lang. xD

//panda
/Haku Matsudaira

--I got this from my status in Fb, then I posted here in my blog. I think it's blog-worthy? Hehe. :)